Too much stuff: events, duties, responsibilities, dates, commitments, opportunities
all at the same time.
Long days with little restful sleep and too many things to orchestrate that don’t appear to want to be orchestrated.
Dissonance. Harmony long gone.
Control? Control a runaway train?
But it is possible to ride a runaway train until its momentum slows and becomes manageable.
And saying ‘no’ more often will certainly help.
Meanwhile – enjoy the ride.